Monday, November 12, 2007

SPM.. マレシ一アのこうちゅうしけん

SPM eh?
it's already been a year...
although it's nothing to be proud of, i would like to share my 'prosedure' to prepare for SPM
back to my SPM time,
i just passed it without caring much about it -.-"
i didn't do much preparation for SPM earlier..
when i realized i should be prepared, it was 2 weeks before the tests..
*sighz*
it's impossible for me to read all the things i haven't read in 2 weeks time.. (i've nvr touched history n biology books.. except for the 1st two chapter for form4 history n 1st 6 chapters for biology)
gosh!! since tht time, i don't expect much for these 2 subjects (4 to be precise, plus Chinese and EST.. these 2 subjects r always the killer subjects in my school..)
i took 12 subjects.. minus the 4.. left 8.. LOL
so i will get 8 1A.. mayb more if im lucky.. (not tht im boastful.. but SPM is easy to score 1A, but im not confident enuf to predict straight 1A.. as i didn't study much ><" i did hope to score straight 1A though :P)
8 1A is definitely not enough for me to secure a scholarship..
so i thought about Form6 n private college actually..
but ya know.. im not the study type but im the intuitive type..
i have been using my intuition n common sense to answer all the tests during the 2yrs bfor SPM..
although it's not effective, at least this ability secured me 70+ for every test.. (i know it's not good enough =.=)
so.. i once again used my special ability + a lil study for my SPM..
i read the trial questions for my History.. n read some topics which i chose randomly for my Biology..
so then.. day of SPM..
luckily God treated me good enough..
50% of the questions were related to wut i've studied.. LOL
the rest.. common sense + intuition LAH~
i actually estimated my mark for the subjects..
70+ for History..
around 80 for Biology..
math n add math should be 100% GUA... XD
the rest.. forgotten =.=
i forgot everything after SPM.. LOL
until the day of which SPM results were released..
SIGHZ.. i didn't score straight.. 1 2A for EST.. dammit..
luckily i scored 1A for the rest.. including Chinese
(proud eh.. i'm dragon's heir 龙的传人 XD)

as conclusions,
1. don't be like me..
2. do be like me..

don't be like me 'coz u should do every preparation early.. im indeed a slack-er.. (it's kinda late to give this advice to SPM-ers 2007 eh? ><")
do be like me 'coz u should always use common sense + intuition to answer questions which u don't know the answer.. it works ^^ (after all, no harm do some SHOOTING in SPM.. ur mark won't get deducted for wrong answers.. unlike SAT @#$&#~!)

PS: in case u don't realise, my posts r like the graph of y=-x
im getting lazier n lazier to continue writing each post.. XD
so sry for the slapdash conclusion everytime ^^

for my 친구 who are having SPM now, がんばってだよ ^^
これ本とにだいじょうぶ, いでしょう?
FIGHTING~!! XD

Saturday, November 10, 2007

まい•무•おれ...

as always, i slack a lot.. LOL
i've finished watching all the Super Junior's video in youtube
(i believe i didn't leave out even a single one)
the conclusion, they can really DANCE!!!
they dance even better than TVXQ.. LOL
but as for singing, SuJu aint as average as TVXQ..
talking about TVXQ, their concert in Malaysia will be on 24 Nov..
too bad i couldn't attend ><"
back to Super Junior, there's a special member who's the only Chinese member..
HanKyung 한경~!
-1st foreign artist to debut in Korea under SM Entertainment..
-1 of the 2 members who knows Chinese martial arts..
-skillful in Chinese traditional dances from 56 minority ethnic groups.. (56 ya know)
-1 of the 4 lead dancers of SuJu..

HanKyung 한경
darn i'd say he ROCKS even he's not the type of pretty boy i prefer.. (im not a gay duh -.-)
the dance video clips i watched recently rewind the time back..
back to the time i was really fond of dancing..
although im still enthusiastic of dancing, the old me is even more furious..
watching the videos, i danced..
but the feeling aint like bfor..
mayb i've grown up? XD
not only feeling, my skill's been deteriorated *sighzz*
especially for my Breaking..

i stopped to break after i injured myself near the PMR..
anyway, i did breaking occasionally (once in few months?) n stopped totally then.. LOL
it's not surprising tht i couldn't do simple breaking move anymore =.=
lucky thg is i can still do some wave, popping n hiphop XD
n i learned TVXQ's n SuJu's dance roughly after watching their videos..
glad tht my skill isnt fully rotten ^^ but it's still not good as bfor T.T
after dancing, i think i should know recollect my memory of drawing..
i dont draw much recently.. but i'll draw soon.. :P
guess i just lost too many things
relaxation of drawing.. enjoyment of dancing.. n something else..

rain.. linking the aparted sky and ground..
can my heart be linked to....?

btw,
SM Entertainment Global Audition 2007 is being held now!!
as for Malaysia it'd be on 25 Nov..
join it if u're interested.. XD

Thursday, November 8, 2007

光•闇...たとえどんな时だって

ほら, 舞い降りた雪がこの手に溶けては
まるで何も無かったように消えてく
ねえ大切なことは壊れやすいから
僕たちには掴めない静かに漂うだけ
夕焼け 煌いてる
今まで 感じた事ないくらい
どんな未来えがいてるの
てしない 夢を みよう
どんなに闇の深い夜でも
必ず明日は来るから  

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

부정한

이대로 끝이면 기회가 없다면 모두가 틀렸다고 말하고 있어
제발 주위를 돌아봐 절망의 눈빛이 보이잖아
꿈꾸던 사람들이 하나 둘씩 떠나버려도
매일 보는 사건 끊임없이 죽음들을 만들어 내는 곳 이 땅엔 자비란 게 사라진 걸까?
최강] 모두 감당 할 수가 없는걸 흘러내릴 눈물까지도 없는걸 뼛속까지 파고든 아픈 상실감
이제 더는 참을 수 없는데
사랑하는 사람들의 눈을 바라봐 그 기쁨도 보이지 않니? 이 세상이 가치 있는 것들로 가득하단걸 말해줘